How do you feel...???

How do you feel, if you have a vision..???
How do you feel, if you could see the card which not open yet..???
How do you feel, if you could see what's gonna happen in the future from your dream...???
Is it a gift...???
Or is it a curse...???
Do I been blessing...???
Or do I been condemned...???
Should I be happy...???
Or should I be sad...???
I never ask for this condition
But every time I get closer with "My Creator"
The more I can see what people cannot see...
I have a million question in my mind about this
But I don't have any answer of those
So, how do you feel if you were me...???
Somebody tell me....